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1. Roman Holiday is a such a good movie. 
2. Audrey Hepburn is always, ALWAYS, will be the hottest woman in my book. EVER. 
3. Gregory Peck is the swagger king then sometimes, he sounds WAAAAAAY TOO WHITE. Atticus was the illest, though
4. So I was really thinking about leaving the school for good. Possibly moving to U of Arizona since I have an acceptance letter and all. I've been thinking about transferring since last winter quarter with so many reasons behind it. I've had some amazing advices about that from so many people and although I said I was going to stay put...there was little bit of me that really wanted to take a hike and find a new place to start my endeavor. Even right before the departure to Rome, I wasn't sure that I was going to come back for my junior year. I was tired, I was fed up and honestly, I wasn't having it. Working in school was fun and it was the only time I can find peace in myself but other than that, everything was straight chaotic. safe to say, I couldn't take it anymore, I didn't want to...my senses are coming back though...and...I decided that I'm really coming back. I AM. 
5. I promise, no more hoopla about leaving and ish. I'm not going to leave the school or transfer. It's really final now. I won't ever think about leaving ever again. I'll leave when my school is over but I'm not going to leave without any diploma on my hand. It's not even about a diploma anymore, it's about me. I promise. I'm going to go back next January and I'll finish my program with those wonderful people I've met in my life. You guys are more than my peers or colleagues. You are my motivation, you are my biggest support, you are my inspiration and most importantly, you are my friends. I'm not going to leave you guys because I owe you guys so much. You know who you are. You always wait for me and always have my back. You respect me for who I am and giving me advices for what I can become. You always treat me like I'm a respectable human being and taught me how to be happy. You, You, You...you know who you are. All of you, without all of you guys...I don't see any reasons for me to even thinking about coming back to Seattle and finish the school with you guys but you guys were patient enough to invest your trust in me. When I come back, I gotta do the same for you guys. Kiri, Adrienne, Jennifer Annie, Lindsey, Steve, Ellen, Justan, Mike, Paige, Riain, Eric, Karen...all of you...and even those kids I'm with in Rome like Ben J, Serrah, Acacia, Ben W, Lilly and everyone else. I'm coming back because of you guys. I'm slowly understanding what it means to be happy and what it takes to be happy...it's all because of you guys and I can't thank you enough for it. I love all of you to death. See you in '09.