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1. Emotional break down. Not now. Poker face, David. 
2. More and more I do this I feel like I'm writing it longer and longer. Only to realize that not many of you are really reading this entirely. Nevertheless, I am going to write a long post whether you read it or not. Actually, I doubt many of you (or little of you) are even coming to this blog because I can't see any signs of any human nature creeping in. Who cares. I like to post some random stuff in here. 
3. Accidently involved in an art project by some nut job (but very nice guy) who owns a gallery and a bookstore. Sounds like me in 30 years. Yes. Although, I would like to own a clothing store and a records shop rather than a bookstore. 
4. Only thing that makes me happy in here is that my ambitions and dreams are coming more clearer and clearer. Nothing else matters. 
5. I hope things to be brighter but sun is something I cannot control. It doesn't pain me anymore but it's so hard to picture a same thing over and over again. I can only try to be so happy. I can only try. 
6. It was lovely afternoon today. Coffee. Talks. Laughs. Awkward. Coffee. Talk. Lovely. 
7. I'm excited about my final project. I really am. These projects make me become little bit more honest one after another. 
8. I want to go home but I really don't want to go home.