few thoughts 09302008

1. Lilly is here! It finally feels like I am going to have a quarter here. All the people are coming out of the woodwork and yeah...I am actually here to do some school work. I am going to do just fine.
2. Finally! I had more than 4 hours of sleep. Two nights in a row! Super awesome
3. I still want some fried chicken. Although fruits in here are scrumptious! Air is still really bad. Pacific NW FTW.
4. Son, I wish I had 700 million dollars
5. my brother's e-mail made me feel lot better, I have to admit that I was freaking out just a little bit but it's good to know they are doing just fine. Oh, I love them so much.
6. I miss so many people right now although nothing makes me so sad these days. Days are lovely in here and I am trying to enjoy every minute of it. Sure, there are times where something just hits you in the chest and you don't know what to do with it but I like the fact that I don't have to care as much as I used to. No one in this place really knows me and that allows me to really let me be who I am. I miss people back home like EVERYBODY. But I know for sure that once I get back, it will be golden. This is a struggle but I see the blessing within. Sure I cry but I smile lot more these days. Although hot weather gives me some cringes.
7. I am trying so hard to not to shop and I am dead serious about. Damnit, I am in such a wrong place for it. They have men's sweaters -and some really nice looking jeans and wool beanies, too!!!!! - at Benetton!!!! And do not even get me started on Zara. I am fighting with devil everyday in this place. Oh, wow.