- two nights (or days, I really don't have sense of time or direction right now) spent at Rome and it is already giving me such a creative juice for lot of things. It's beyond amazing that I can write poems again. I had hard times last couple months to come up with anything but last couple days have been blessing. It feels so good to sit down (anywhere) and just write. Not to mention me taking pictures, street photography is in full effect!
- anxiety attacks, oh...stop it
- food is amazing, enough said. I do have to find a gym.
- I appreciate both orders and freedom right now. Freedom to wander around and do what I do is simply amazing although I lose all the vocabularies of mine in translation - even that is so refreshing to some degree!- . I may not miss having orders but I do appreciate it even more although I will fret my asses off once I get a batch of orders being handed to me in future.
- Walking, FTW.
- Right now, so many thoughts are crossing my minds. I knew and was determined that there were lot of thingkings to do coming in. Not only my direction with my photography (or life) but also the idea of transferring. I cannot say I completly ruled an idea of transferring out even though I truly want to stay at UW and finish my academic pursuit there, no doubt. Anyway, I do not know where all the pieces of puzzle right now and it's far away from completing but it really doesn't matter at this point. I am giving a serious attention on what I want in my life. I had all the greeds that a boy can ever ask for then some but now it's about finding a way to build a structure around my wishes. Like I said before, I am here to learn how to love. Transferring or staying, regardless, it is about love myself, love my dream, love somebody in the future and love this life. Furthermore, how to give back the love because at the end of the day, I know I'm a boy that thirst for a love and eager to pass onto others as soon as I receive one. Wait for me and wish me luck.
ciao from Roma
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